Prisoner to My Desires / A Night In Bondage
Posted: 21 May 2017, 17:40
Last night, for the first time ever I spent an entire night bound to my bed. It was my own doing, of course. I could have easily masturbated and went to bed, but I desperately needed submit and feel controlled.
Around 3:30, I got out two belts. One for my ankles and one for my wrists. I secured them both tight enough so I couldn’t escape and went to bed. Quickly, I realized how much more challenging turning off the lights, pulling up the covers, taking off my glasses and getting comfortable was. I set my alarm clock for 7:30, I knew I needed to submit to time and not let myself out after just a few minutes. I rolled around going out of my head until probably around 5 this morning… next thing I knew I woke up and it was 6. I am pretty sure I woke up because I was trying to move in my sleep and the bondage startled me awake. When I woke up, I felt like I had the biggest boner ever and felt wet from precum. I strongly debated about ending my captivity then because I couldn’t fall back asleep, but I told myself that I wanted this , so I should suffer.
I finally fell back asleep probably around 6:45ish and awoke again at 7 while stirring in my sleep. It felt amazing! I was so happy I decided not to quit at 6 and loved the feeling of waking up tied up. I decided since I was being a bit of a bitch earlier about the time and wanting to quit, I should probably be punished. I reset my alarm clock for 9:30 instead of 7:30. I have no idea when I dozed back off, but I woke up at eight again extremely excited and surprised by the bondage. I think my body had accepted my fate at this point because I had no desire to even touch myself since I had been fighting that desire all night. Instead, I just smiled and laughed a bit at my predicament and quickly went back to sleep. I awoke again at 8:30, 9 and 9:27. It was all the same, except the bondage kept feeling better and better. I was truly enjoying myself and my predicament. At 9:27, I reset my alarm clock for 10:30. I didn’t want this to end. I then managed to doze off until 10:18 when I woke up surprised by my bondage once again. It felt delicious and I am pretty sure I could have spent the rest of the day like this. Unfortunately, I knew my roommate would be getting up soon and it was probably best to start getting out of the belts before I got caught.
Pretty sure I put myself in subspace last night. It was a bunch of fun and I know I will definitely be spending more nights in bondage in the future. I have also let my mind wander and wonder how good it would feel to surrender to a woman in this way. It’s been a long time fantasy, but I can only imagine how much deeper in subspace I would go knowing I am tied up/handcuffed with no escape until she allows it.
It is fun falling asleep in bondage and then waking up a little confused. It’s almost amazing that going to bed tied up and then waking up because I slightly moved in my sleep can put me in subspace. I feel very giddy and bubbly this morning and cannot wait to spend another night as a prisoner to my desires and alarm clock. I can only imagine the way my love for bondage could be used against me in the future. I would surrender myself willingly in a heartbeat.
It’s also a nice thought to go with chastity. If I was locked up and she didn’t want to waste time teasing me, all she would have to do is secure me to the bed on random nights and the rest would work itself out. I would be frustrated and she could use me however she desires.
Around 3:30, I got out two belts. One for my ankles and one for my wrists. I secured them both tight enough so I couldn’t escape and went to bed. Quickly, I realized how much more challenging turning off the lights, pulling up the covers, taking off my glasses and getting comfortable was. I set my alarm clock for 7:30, I knew I needed to submit to time and not let myself out after just a few minutes. I rolled around going out of my head until probably around 5 this morning… next thing I knew I woke up and it was 6. I am pretty sure I woke up because I was trying to move in my sleep and the bondage startled me awake. When I woke up, I felt like I had the biggest boner ever and felt wet from precum. I strongly debated about ending my captivity then because I couldn’t fall back asleep, but I told myself that I wanted this , so I should suffer.
I finally fell back asleep probably around 6:45ish and awoke again at 7 while stirring in my sleep. It felt amazing! I was so happy I decided not to quit at 6 and loved the feeling of waking up tied up. I decided since I was being a bit of a bitch earlier about the time and wanting to quit, I should probably be punished. I reset my alarm clock for 9:30 instead of 7:30. I have no idea when I dozed back off, but I woke up at eight again extremely excited and surprised by the bondage. I think my body had accepted my fate at this point because I had no desire to even touch myself since I had been fighting that desire all night. Instead, I just smiled and laughed a bit at my predicament and quickly went back to sleep. I awoke again at 8:30, 9 and 9:27. It was all the same, except the bondage kept feeling better and better. I was truly enjoying myself and my predicament. At 9:27, I reset my alarm clock for 10:30. I didn’t want this to end. I then managed to doze off until 10:18 when I woke up surprised by my bondage once again. It felt delicious and I am pretty sure I could have spent the rest of the day like this. Unfortunately, I knew my roommate would be getting up soon and it was probably best to start getting out of the belts before I got caught.
Pretty sure I put myself in subspace last night. It was a bunch of fun and I know I will definitely be spending more nights in bondage in the future. I have also let my mind wander and wonder how good it would feel to surrender to a woman in this way. It’s been a long time fantasy, but I can only imagine how much deeper in subspace I would go knowing I am tied up/handcuffed with no escape until she allows it.
It is fun falling asleep in bondage and then waking up a little confused. It’s almost amazing that going to bed tied up and then waking up because I slightly moved in my sleep can put me in subspace. I feel very giddy and bubbly this morning and cannot wait to spend another night as a prisoner to my desires and alarm clock. I can only imagine the way my love for bondage could be used against me in the future. I would surrender myself willingly in a heartbeat.
It’s also a nice thought to go with chastity. If I was locked up and she didn’t want to waste time teasing me, all she would have to do is secure me to the bed on random nights and the rest would work itself out. I would be frustrated and she could use me however she desires.