Click, click, how many times have I reached this point in self bondage and desired a session that will last all night, how many times have I had an orgasm and then escaped, how many times have I broken into a hot sweat and panicked and escaped, how many times have I been to uncomfortable and bored and then escaped?.
I have set the parameters of my own destiny and I alone will suffer at my own hand. And I want to suffer, panic, and be afraid, fear is that the key?
I masturbated before I got in the shower; this gives me better control over my tucking and preparation,
I then lay out my clothes that I shall wear. At this point I prepare my bits for internal tucking, first I attaché the electrodes, but this time I added tooth paste as it makes the skin more sensitive to the electric stimulation and pain levels, I also applied tooth paste to the butt plug as well.
there are 3 wires to contend with, 1 on either side of my dick and held in place with a small piece of tap, and the 3rd is attached to my butt plug, then I manipulate my balls up to were they came from in the first place, I wrap ½” tape around the base of my dick then by pushing my flaccid shaft and wires in wards until it is past the tape then another tighter wrap round and it’s not coming out, just a little bit of tucking with the sack and it’s all done,
I then take a length of tape 4” wide and place this on my stomach I then squat with my legs apart and then bring the tape between my legs and pull back and up my back to keep everything in place.
This gives me a very flat profile and a felling of extreme femininity, next I pull on a pair of beige support tights that compresses and hides my hair on my legs and flattens my tummy a little bit,
I pull my tights up to just below my Brest line and put on a waist cincture at the same time bring the wires up to the center of my bust, next comes the panty girdle this smooths the line between my waist cincture and hips and adds more compression to my sex, then pull on a pair of shinny hose and Finally the Playtex girdle and false boobs followed by a short dress, almost ready.
I can feel the effects of the tooth paste as it gently stimulates my parts, the desire to plug the wires into the computer and play is quite strong at this point and it takes a lot of effort to ignore the desire, so I just lay there and plan my day and night of cross-dressing and captivity. But I must finish getting ready.
Just the makeup and wig to Finnish of the whole ensemble.
So I’m ready for the day, and as I have put in a lot of effort to prepare my image as to resemble my vision of what a woman should look like I shall take some photos of myself,(I’ll probably be disappointed when I review them latter).
I am not a vain person but I do not want to waste my efforts, so the first thing I do is to sort out the camera and tripod and get it all set up and at the same time start to consider what shots to take. So after several dress changes I finished with the photos, my mind drifts to my bondage session.
Just a few modifications to make, My tits are quite small so I use false ones and coated with deep heat cream that gives a burning sensation to my breasts,
also I have slid into an old tight dress and put on an old pair of tights over my good ones then poured myself a glass of scotch to give me Dutch courage to tie myself up for the night,
first I programmed the computer to play stereo wav files at given times, I’ve been doing this a long time and know which files will make me cum and which ones will tease and hurt, I guess deep down I wanted to experience the painful ones,
I want to fight the ropes that bind me so lovingly, to test myself and test my pain barrier, and to force me to an orgasm in the morning, I want the boredom and frustration, I want it all just before my planed release.
I have programmed a gentle stim at 10 to run for an hour, and then to be woken at 2 in the morning by a painful and teasing stim for 45min and then again at 7 by a heavy electro stimulation that lasts for 45min and that will and always has made me orgasm and then given me the sensation of being milked,
there is a 10min break in the stim before the last 15min of hell on earth hit me. And have never experienced the full 15 min as it was always been to painful, But I shall be free by then.
The tooth paste enhances the sensitivity of those areas that it is applied too, and increases the conductivity as well, so it appears to be more painful without increasing the volume,(so I have been told).
My only means of escape is two combination locks fitted to my wrist bond, and I need a mirror and daylight for these. Only once have I been tied for more than 9 hours, but that’s another story.
The problem with being tied for such a long time is boredom and the fact that I will probably cum and lose interest in what I’m doing and then try to escape, so I have designed the rope work to a point that it is tamper proof and no escape until morning I hope.
Hence the 2 combination locks and no emergency knife or light, I am determined to stay tightly restrained and will stay here until morning by self force,
What could possibly go wrong in 10 hours?
It was 8-30 in the evening when I tied the first of many ropes around my body and snapped on the first padlock
All my rope are pre-cut to the correct length and finished off with ether snap locks or eyes for padlocks, I started with the ankles, 4 turns of rope plus 2 cinctures and one padlock, I then repeat just above the knees and finish that with a padlock, these 2 bonds always come up nice and tight,
Tying my thighs this way is a problem as when I struggle it tends to slide down, so new this time is 4 turns of rope and padlocked with no cincture that will come latter.
The next piece of rope I pick up is a long one and has ring eyes at both ends for padlocks, folding the rope to form a loop at one end and keeping the 2 eyes together at the other end, I pass this around my waste and slip on 3 steel rings, 2” and a 1” from the loop end and slid along, placing the rope around my waste to form a slip knot,
the two ends hang down my front and are passed between my legs then pass up my back and threaded under my waste rope and pulled tight, at the same time the first 2” steel ring is positioned at my waste, the smaller 1” ring is positioned about the base of my spine,
The slack ends are now hanging behind me, so I gather the ends together and feed between my legs just below my thigh ropes, and at the same time leave the second 2” ring at the back of my legs. I then pull tight from the front and pass the ends over the top of my thigh ropes to the back and pull tight
The 2 ends are feed through the 2” steel ring and back between my legs and again pulled tight, the thigh cincture is in place and no matter how much struggling I do the bond is not sliding down or becoming slack,
I bring the 2 rope ends up to my waste rope passing through the steel ring at my waste and put on two mini padlocks, my legs are securely tied tight my crouch rope is tight and I’m in the mood for masturbating, but I can’t reach or touch myself so I must go on and finish tying myself up.
Ear plugs are next with a bit of a lick they are pushed in as far as they can go, then the tap gag and I gently warm up the tap with the hair dryer so as it cools down it shrinks, it passes from ear to ear, I normally tape my eyes shut at this time but I do need to see the combination lock in order to free myself, so I gave that a miss.
Next I Plug in the wires; as they have a tendency to unplug themselves during a struggle, so I feed them under my waste rope and the plugs are taped together, the idea is that I can’t forcefully pull them apart,
So I’m sitting on the edge of the bed, my legs are tied nice and tight, my head is gagged and my ears are plugged, on my left is a coiled rope and a longer double rope plus a short chain, on my right is my wrist rope and 2 combination locks.
Here we go then, I pick up the coiled rope and stand up, I reach out and snap out the light, the coiled rope is 4 turns sewn together to a belt shape and slipping my left arm into the loop pass behind me to slip in my right arm, by wiggling and jiggling I get the rope too just above my elbow, and I can just touch my breast bone with both hands, I sit down and grab the long double rope and again stand up,
In the center of this rope is a ring; on each end there is a snap lock, I place the ring on my breast bone and toss the ends over each shoulder, I sit down and grab the short chain and stand up again,
My thighs are starting to complain a little bit now, I clip the chain to my ring at the waste and the other end is clipped to the ring on my breast bone, the idea is to stop the rope and ring from riding up and chocking me when I struggle,
So the 2 ropes that I tossed over my shoulder are hanging down my back, I grasped one in each hand and crossed them so as to prevent them from slipping of my shoulders, I then bring them to the front and with a bit of jiggling bring them up to the ring at my breast bone and snap on, this rope prevents my elbow tie from slipping down my arms, it is firm and not tight.
Having completed the elbow tie and cinctured, I then move on to my wrists, so I sit down again and picked up the wrist rope,
The wrist rope is a length of rope that has a slip knot at one end and an 18” length of 3/8 chain at the other,
So once again I stand up and my thighs are beginning to hurt more, so in the dark and hands behind me, I place the slip knot over my left wrist and tighten up, then I form a half hitch and place this around my right wrist, then another half hitch over my left and another over my right and so on until I have 4 turns of rope around each wrist, then by pulling the end of the rope and twisting my wrists I can tighten up the bond,
The loose end of the rope with the chain attached is then feed between my wrists 2 times and forms a cincture, by this time the rope has finished and all I have is chain hanging down,
I sit down yet again to pick up the 2 combination lock then stood up again, So after a brief rest I feed the chain through the 1” ring at the base of my spine and then through the 2” ring at the thighs and pulled the lose end up, so now I have two chains ready to be locked together with the first combination lock, the second combination lock hooks around the 1” ring and through the chains, this will stop any sideways movement,
There are 3 digits’ on each lock and are highlighted with white paint so that it is easier to see in the large mirror that is in my bedroom.
I sit down for the last time and lay back on the bed and consider my actions and what I’m about to undertake, This is the point of no return, I place my fingers on the tumblers of the lock and, fuck let’s do it I spun the dial and then the second one and it’s done.
Totally fucked and randy as hell I struggle to test and savoir the tightness that is all over my body,
I twist round so that I’m laying along the full length of the bed and shimmy to the side, as I lay there sweating from all this effort to tie myself up, slowly began to feel the coldness of the room so I grab the duvet between my toes and grab a hand full, I rolled over a couple of time and wrap myself tightly in a warm comfort zone of pleasure, It was not long before I began to fantasize about my situation and x girl friends and some of the bondage sessions I have had with them.
It did not seem long before the 10ok stim started, and for 60 minutes I gyrated my hips and wallowed in pure pleasure, but I could not help but notice that the power of the stim was greatly increased on account of the tooth paste that I applied earlier, the caress of the rope, the hopeless predicament and my cocooned environment that I had put myself in, lovely and lush,
so it was stronger and I was pulling my legs up and down, twisting my wrists enjoying the burning desire of even more pain, I was struggling hard and was on the verge of an orgasm constantly but then it stopped, frustrated I struggled more until I was exhausted and realised that I will not cum until later.
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