I am doing bondage, especially selfbongage as long as I can think. My first bondage session was even before puberty. I took every opportunity to make me feel as helpless as I could. Even now this feeling still takes me over the edge. Some of my sessions went totally wrong, but this is stuff to be told elsewhere.
After my puberty I noticed that I had a strong female side. My parents are very conservative, so I had to hide this part of my life. But every now and then I had to dress up as a girl to make these inner voices stop screaming. This is an ongoing game. Over the years I made friends that shared my interest in the world wide web and the real world. Some helped me, some fucked me.
My ultimate fantasy is being bound in a tight ballet outfit dancing en pointe and my Master watching me dance and corrects me with a touch on a button e-stimming my private body parts that needs attention.