by Ass_Whiplash » Mon Aug 20, 2018 10:39 pm
So another Sunday has come and gone, with no release; i'm now past week 3 and into week 4 denied (22 days since my last orgasm as of this morning). Since Mistress has mandated that I will only ever be allowed to edge or cum (or indeed touch my unlocked penis in any way other than for hygiene/medical reasons) on Sundays, this means I will go at least 4 weeks, which is as long as I've ever been denied in the past. A part of me hopes She just keeps on denying me, even though I desperately want to cum, too.
She had initially said on Sunday morning that I would be let out of the cage for most of the day, and probably be allowed an orgasm some time during the day. During our open discussion, I expressed that I only want to be allowed to cum if She actually wants, not because She thinks I have "earned" it. I don't want my chastity and releases to be transactional, that She would feel obligated to grant me orgasm just because I have "held up my end or the bargain".
We proceeded to have a busy day and evening and it was about 9pm when I reminded Her that I should probably come out for cleaning. She allowed it, and granted me just a few minutes ("hurry up, slut puppy!") to remove the cage and clean it thoroughly, as well as quickly wash and dry myself with a warm soapy cloth. She inspected me and noted a couple of very slightly red areas from the pressure of the cage, which were completely normal an hour later when we laid down in bed. I went to bed unlocked and when I woke up (terribly early, about 3am - how is it fair that I got woken up so early even without the painful locked morning wood?) I locked back in again right away (She'd told me I had to put it back on when I woke up in the morning) and dozed and slept until a more normal hour, then went about my morning duties of preparing Her coffee and watering the garden.
The cage is really starting to feel like home. I'm not in any pain from it and it doesn't seem to be causing any sores (I'm sure a big part of this is because I've decided not to shave but just trim short, so ingrown hairs should no longer be a concern). I think I'm doing really well with hygiene; my current strategy of taking a few extra minutes in the shower every day to scrub up inside the cage with plastic-handled qtips seems to be paying off, there was virtually no odor when I removed it. It's not even really uncomfortable, and really I feel very at peace, safe and protected, knowing that I'm locked and under Her control, right where I want to be.
Male slave in Victoria, BC - collared, in chastity, and married to my Magnificent Mistress.